Tag: transformation

  • Harder Than Oaken Wood

    Harder Than Oaken Wood

    I’m taking this much harder than I thought I would. I’m taking it harder than oaken wood.

  • Am I Drawing A Butterfly Or Is A Butterfly Drawing I?

    Am I Drawing A Butterfly Or Is A Butterfly Drawing I?

    I feel a clearing this morning. When you think of the psyche as an energy system it all makes more sense. You really can’t get to the parts that matter without a quantum view of the energetic psyche. The Self is a fractal. This is fundamental. If you go looking inward hoping to find something…

  • A New Universe To Weave

    A New Universe To Weave

    0850 — at some point I stopped being purely me and became someone I thought more acceptable to society. I picked up an attitude here, an affect there, a shield, a weapon… a patchwork of energy fields obscuring, creating, destroying… The most “me” threaded within & without the whole fucking thing. My midlife trick is…

  • Are We There Yet?

    Are We There Yet?

    Bracing. Heart racing. Memory tracing Forever facing leaning In every direction at once Quantum, I laugh at you quantum To you it’s all quanta, But if you wanna Know my strong opinion your hedging when you’re keening Fear careening courseward leaning forward And I haven’t even left my chair.

  • The Beetle In My Box

    The Beetle In My Box

    Sometimes I feel more alone than alone. Because no matter who is around The beetle in the box is suffocating. So I open my head to let him breathe.

  • Forging the Strohax

    Forging the Strohax

    The alchemy of the linguistic stim. I once read a piece by Grant Morrison on Chaos Magick and creating a sigil. Morrison is a modern-day shaman, a psychonautic genius who channels profound truths into the two-dimensional universe of the graphic novel. I read his piece as part of a compendium by a group called Disinformation.…

  • We are here to make a better world

    We are here to make a better world

    We’re often told that self-love is selfish, a frivolous indulgence. But what if society has it wrong? This post dives into the secret that looking inward isn’t about ego, but about unleashing an omnidirectional love that overflows, transforming not just ourselves, but the world around us. Discover the hidden truth about our human nature and…

  • Wherein He Gets Out Of His Own Head

    Wherein He Gets Out Of His Own Head

    And as long as I can create something in the face of madness, I feel that I am. Things fly apart… the center cannot hold. In the personal and the global, it can feel like slouching toward oblivion. But where trauma once triggered fight or flight, I’ve found a new tool. I’ve learned to create.…

  • The Maestro is the Message

    The Maestro is the Message

    When you think it is pitch black you realize that you have electricity in you. I mean we are stardust after all. An imperceptible spark of biochemical electricity flickers in a synapse and an idea initiates a motor response and you find a way to stoke a spark and make something.

  • Surfing The Phoenix

    Surfing The Phoenix

    Ego rides the crest, surfing the Phoenix wave Westward with the sun.