Tag: adhd
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Seasons Of Creativity
Summer nights and long warm daysAre stolen as the old moon fallsAnd my mirror shows another faceAnother place to hide it allAnother place to hide it all And I’m lost, behindThe words I’ll never findAnd I’m left behindAs seasons roll on by It has been way too long since I’ve posted. I’ve been creating. I’ve…
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Wherein He Gets Out Of His Own Head
And as long as I can create something in the face of madness, I feel that I am. Things fly apart… the center cannot hold. In the personal and the global, it can feel like slouching toward oblivion. But where trauma once triggered fight or flight, I’ve found a new tool. I’ve learned to create.…
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The Maestro is the Message
When you think it is pitch black you realize that you have electricity in you. I mean we are stardust after all. An imperceptible spark of biochemical electricity flickers in a synapse and an idea initiates a motor response and you find a way to stoke a spark and make something.
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Surfing The Phoenix
Ego rides the crest, surfing the Phoenix wave Westward with the sun.
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The A(DHD)symptotic Mind
“Sometimes the simplest tasks in my life can be asymptotic. ZeStroh’s Paradox is the variation of Xeno’s Paradox where the task, the simple task of putting the plate into the dishwasher breaks down like a fractal into molecular steps, atomic intricacies, nuclear nodules, protean particulars, electronic elements, and quarky points. Frozen it’s easier to put…
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Phoenix is Burning
I am getting over a lifelong case of imposter syndrome. I am trying out my new Tesla pen. Nikola, that is. I felt like I had to prove to everyone I was who I was. Sometimes you have to burn the phoenix to breathe the ashes and build it again. But that’s just wishful thinkin’…
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I Get It Now
I get it now. I get it now. I used to have such a difficult time managing my time. Executive dysfunction you might call it. And I was hellbent against scheduling my free time. That’s free time. Not part of somebody’s schedule. But I whiled it away. Time drifted and strolled while I puttered and…
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Unmasking the Twin
My name means Twin. Thomas comes from Didymus, which means Twin. I’m not sure what that means in the grand scheme of things. I’m my own twin? I hold the potentiality of a twin? In the Christian tradition, Thomas was an apostle. Some Gnostic readings refer to him as Jesus’s twin. Canon maligns him as…