Tag: consciousness

  • The Psychosomatic Pretzeline State Of Neurodivergence

    The Psychosomatic Pretzeline State Of Neurodivergence

    The intricate relationship between autism and ADHD presents a unique neurodivergent experience termed AuDHD. This phenomenon reveals a struggle between the desire for structure and the need for novelty, leading to a “pretzeline state.” This state embodies the turmoil of psychosomatic distortions, yet within it lies the potential for creativity and growth, reflecting the complexity…

  • THE ZERO-SUM TOTAL of Self Denial

    THE ZERO-SUM TOTAL of Self Denial

    Buddhism’s soul wheel exposes a haunting truth: the Preta, or hungry ghosts, symbolize our relentless yearning in a world of scarcity. This echoes late-stage capitalism’s cruel nature, where insatiable desires imprison souls. Long before capitalism was birthed, its essence was foretold—a zero-sum game of denial and loathing affecting us all.

  • When Schrödinger Met Pandora: Art, Uncertainty, and the Dance of Being

    When Schrödinger Met Pandora: Art, Uncertainty, and the Dance of Being

    When Schrödinger and Pandora fall in love and have a baby A simple package in superposition Do not open until the music ends.

  • We are here to make a better world

    We are here to make a better world

    We’re often told that self-love is selfish, a frivolous indulgence. But what if society has it wrong? This post dives into the secret that looking inward isn’t about ego, but about unleashing an omnidirectional love that overflows, transforming not just ourselves, but the world around us. Discover the hidden truth about our human nature and…

  • Wherein He Gets Out Of His Own Head

    Wherein He Gets Out Of His Own Head

    And as long as I can create something in the face of madness, I feel that I am. Things fly apart… the center cannot hold. In the personal and the global, it can feel like slouching toward oblivion. But where trauma once triggered fight or flight, I’ve found a new tool. I’ve learned to create.…

  • The Maestro is the Message

    The Maestro is the Message

    When you think it is pitch black you realize that you have electricity in you. I mean we are stardust after all. An imperceptible spark of biochemical electricity flickers in a synapse and an idea initiates a motor response and you find a way to stoke a spark and make something.

  • Surfing The Phoenix

    Surfing The Phoenix

    Ego rides the crest, surfing the Phoenix wave Westward with the sun.

  • When Yeats Wrote “The Second Coming”

    When Yeats Wrote “The Second Coming”

    I wonder if he was really aiming to capture the horrific terror of a civilization swallowing a trauma that will pass through the digestive, nervous, endocrine, and healthcare systems of generations to come (and they keep on coming)… That “face as pitiless as the sun…” gazing outward before slouching toward some vexing cradle… (I don’t…

  • Love In The Time Of Maga

    Love In The Time Of Maga

    This is the great work of love. This is the work that I am here for. Those of you who read these words, I genuinely thank you. You are watching me do this work in real time.

  • The A(DHD)symptotic Mind

    The A(DHD)symptotic Mind

    “Sometimes the simplest tasks in my life can be asymptotic. ZeStroh’s Paradox is the variation of Xeno’s Paradox where the task, the simple task of putting the plate into the dishwasher breaks down like a fractal into molecular steps, atomic intricacies, nuclear nodules, protean particulars, electronic elements, and quarky points. Frozen it’s easier to put…