People always say that when you finally embrace the love you need for yourself, most of the hatred, anger, and resentment you feel for toxic people in your life dissipate. I believed it… but I didn’t quite understand it.

Something has shifted inside me these last four days. I can’t quite explain it, but you know me and words, so you know I’ll try.

A perfect storm of external blows and internal struggles rattled my central nervous system. I was hurting and more depressed and anxious than I’d been in…. years. It might take years to unpack the transformation of the last 96 hours… and I have a feeling that my life’s work is in the unpacking.

I have a story to tell. I don’t quite know what it is or how to tell it. But I’m going to start.

This is Chapter One. Chapter One is where I am, right here right now. Every subsequent chapter unfolds from this moment into the “past,” the “future,” and sideways.

They say that synchronicities pop up when the conscious and unconscious are coming into alignment. Something is afoot in the subliminal.

I’m not sure where I go from here. But I’m more excited than I have been in quite some time.

Coming full circle to my original point. I get it now.

When you love yourself, most of the petty hatred, anger, and resentment you feel for those who may or may not have wronged you dissipate. It’s like… gone.

I LOVE each and every one of you. The best is coming. The best is here.